31th

It's the 31th of 2012

Let's recoup what've i done in this year...

This year, 

Me and wah loon got Venasol up;

I got my second Adobe certification

mhmm... 

what else.. 

I joined the United Nations Association of Malaysia

I went to singapore for the first time in my life

I've met more new friends that I've ever had known in my past years

I've got off from a relationship I'd always thought it would be fruitful, or at least something,

I then got into and off from another relationship

I almost died 3 times...

I got myself a sister... 

mhmmm...

Oh ya 

I went to China

and yeah 

here i am right now.. 

I would like to dedicate this post 

to a few person whom thanks to them I'm now where i am..

Uncle 2, 

Thanks to that email, it slapped me awake. I know I'd let you down regardless of what i've done. 

I know it's unacceptable and horrendous. 

I am sorry, and thank you for still not giving up on me. 

Jane Janey Janejanejanejane2794,

thank you jane, you've been there when i need a pair of ears 

and your words and how you think really give me some kind of realization.

haha. 

didn't know an ex-girlfriend could really become someone so good.

and no matter how long have it been, 

i'm still sorry for what i've done and thank you for not minding that, anymore. 

Nexxxttt...

Hello noob sis wenwen amanda binti mohammad lau. 

thank you for being there whenever i need/no need you. 

HAHAHA nahh i'm just joking. 

Thanks for constantly reminding me what's worth and what's not. 

I am sorry for what happened on yours side but you know you have my support no matter what. 

You're my one and only sister alright? Haha

Hello kitty punch out! 

My awesome teammates, 

Wah loon, chun how, peeli, zi cong! 

Hahah you guys really siao eh, I'm sorry that my 'breakup period' really bugged you guys

but thanks for that tight slap in the face 

thanks for believing in me 

I will do my best and not let you guys down. 

=)

That's all my dedications,

I think tonight 

i'm gonna spend the day myself 

I survived doomsday after all, 

gonna give myself some time aloneeee. =)

Hi, I'm back!

I'm now back to Malaysia, my own country.

I've learnt a lot of stuffs in this trip. 

All good. 

Haha, I'm glad I joined the camp for the first 5 days!

Phew, last minute decision was good afterall. 

I miss china, I miss the people there 

I miss it when it's freezing cold but you don't feel cold because of the people who made you feel warm 

All the new friends 

All the memories made together

I will definitely go back to that place.

Another thing, I've got used to times without facebook and twitter.

Now i realize what my uncle wanted to me to know

and understand.

yeah. I'm so sorry i let you guys down. 

I'm glad I have this trip. 

I think i'll continue the next part in chinese. 

我的对子是个很棒的人

这次去了这一趟

认识了很多以后会帮到我的人

真的很开心

哈哈

去罗浮山时在那里求了一个签

是个中上签

我求了事业

解签人说我会有个贵人帮助我

叫我放胆去做

哈哈

我真的很开心

这次的计划真的很大

压力都把我给压的喘不过气来了

也许这样我会比较开心

啊

我不懂

更开心的是认识了这一班新朋友

泰国啦，KL啦，Sabah啦，

都有哦

哈哈

他们把我叫成了刘董

真的很好笑

这次还上了广州电视台

哈哈

工事方面其实就还好

不过广州那里认识的人都很有影响力

哈哈

还答应帮我呢

太棒了

哈哈

 其实还有part 2的

不过我现在得去收拾行李去KL了

就放些微博上的照片吧! 

Day One Entry: Dec 17, 2012

Terran day.

Going to china today.
Hope everything goes smooth!

Xx

24° Mostly Cloudy
Lorong Delima 10, Georgetown, Pinang, Malaysia

Yi Jun Lio 

Sent from my iPhone

Post-Update

So freaking busy with everything recently. 

Singapore, Camp, and tomorrow morning, 

I'll leave for china. 

When I'm back,

it's gonna be a day after the Christmas. 

I hope everything will be alright tho. 

Something happened in the camp.

Haha 

something weird. 

But I really don't want the same thing 

to happen again. 

So yeah, decision was made. 

So so much naughty kids this year.

Haha 

but overall was awesome! =D

Gonna take really long time to sort those photos out. 

hah

Ok, 

gonna go back to keep my stuff for the China trip tomorrow

I 

AM

SO

FUCKING

EXCITED

or not. 

LOL

Hope everything will go smooth and 

everyone will be well here. 

It's been ages since i last travel on my own. 

=O

signing off. 

121212121212121212

So...

i'm back from singapore. 

finally. 

hahaha

everything went quite okay.. 

meeting was well okay but a lot of terms have to be made still..

hmm...

=O

but i had loads of fun 

hahaha. 

Well.. 

it's 121212 today 

and i did something crazy

i got my first ear piercing. 

and i've decided to take it off and let it mend itself 

haha

weird right

i've no idea why i got it at first as well

i just wanna try something new 

and i'm proud to have tried that. 

Okay. 

Tomorrow on wards are gonna be as busy as hell

i hope everything will get smooth and going 

damn why did i got that piercing

=O

Maybe i just wanna see some changes in myself 

mhmm 

i'm becoming more and more narcissistic

and i don't care =P

still very psyched about this piercing tho, 

but i'm just gonna wait a few days and take it off.

kkk.
121212121212121212
just wanted to spam this
it's no big deal to me LOL.

ciaoz 

Day One Entry: Dec 5, 2012

Rise and shine?

Sis, that is one really shocking news.
I hope you're alright
I know you won't. And I know I couldn't help much.
But, if you really need anyone to talk to, I'm always here alright? Best bro ever here. HAHA.
Stay strong and tough, as a compliment, I'll get you something nice from Singapore. =)

After all, all those hassles, stories,
It still come back to him.
Haha. Guess it's fate then.
I don't know whether I should be glad or not, that you've finally make a right choice, or it's just contemporary.
All the best it is.

So, I'm going to Singapore today.
Gonna drive to kl first then.
What's better than catching yourself with flu and fever on the first day you need to travel?

Priceless eh?

Been addicted to maple lately.
Sometimes you just need that another realm to do whatever you want, be whoever you like, and say whatever you thought. That's one of the good thing bout being hidden away by the monitor. No one gives a fuck at you.

Maybe I needed just that.

=D.

I think, I agree how my mum always tell me to not give up easily.
Yeah, in life, everything that came to you
Are either destined or not.
Think 5 years ahead. Do you still hope to see everything remains unchanged or you hope for a drastic different.

Then you decide.

Sometimes the hardship will pay off, sometimes it won't.

Signing off.

Lorong Delima 10, Georgetown, Pinang, Malaysia

Yi Jun Lio 

Sent from my iPhone

So much to say =O

It's been awhile since then

Hahaha. 

Been lazying quite a while and 

preparing for the Singapore meeting on the coming sat. 

AAAAHHHHHH

But really, 

i learnt a lot, 

and i mean, A LOT in the last meeting at KL.

Guess I'll have more advantage this time. =P

Wish me luck! 

hahaha.

And this time we're driving! 

AHHHHH

ok a lot of ERPs have to be bought 

and parking tickets

I'm kinda excited this time. 

Cause it's kinda huge, also 

there's this Blizzard event which i'm going with Chia Chun! 

ahahaha

Okay nuff said. 

I am really tired right now

I'm really kind at some point. 

I should start to 'get real' instead. 

maybe? 

maybe not. 

We'll see. =D

Ciaoz!

KKKKKK Emo nemo

lol this is exactly me right now 

This is why i never stop trying.




Kk. Finished emo.
Now back to books.
LALALALALALALALLALALA
DEMAAACIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Flyovers.

The future is scary, 

but you just can't run back into the past just because it's familiar.

Yes it's tempting, but it's a mistake

I've always been believing destiny

but after all these

i realized that i stopped doing that a lil by lil everyday

Some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. 

In reality, the strongest people are the ones who feel it, 

understand it and accept it.

Ouch

Meeting didn't turn out to be what 

I've expected, 

or expecting. 

Hahaha

Potential investor turned out to be found as 

a competitor. 

So much fun.

And one more thing

i found out that 

corporate world are so so much evil 

than i thought of. 

One small little mistake 

and all your hardship will be gone

poof 

poof poof 

poof poof poof

Have to be extra meticulous 

now and then....

And i'm back! 

but december's schedule is mad insane

Singapore next week.. 

and I'm driving down. this is going to be insane.

Then there's this camp with a lot of cute children

and then China trip

Panda. 

Hahaha

Muz. Owayz. Rememberz.Diz.Shizs

Recent Updates

Been having loads of fun lately. 

Thanks to this very new group of friends,

they're totally awesome. 

I like how things were going on right now

And no i will not give this away 

Definitely not. 

Things were going a bit to the bright side lately as well

And I'm heading to KL tomorrow, again

with chun how

For the UNAM meeting, as well as meeting with Comintel and 

Dato Redzuan. 

I hope that this negotiation and meeting can be successful 

and smooth. 

Fingers crossed, really. 

What's over are over

What's done can not be undone. 

No matter what've you decided,

or what were you thinking 

all the best and good luck in your new venture. 

I could use some luck, too

or maybe, 

a lot of them.

Hahaha

This meeting means so much for me 

and my team

I really hope I'll be able to hit it. 

Best of luck

And all the best ?

\

Starbucks '13 diary! Yay! One more month to the other color! 

Teeheeeeeee

To those who matters

Thank you =D

Coming up next

Woah.

A-Levels' finally over 

once and for all 

lol i hope i don't have to retake HAHA

I'm still thinking whether i should postpone my tertiary studies or not

things have been going very hectic lately 

and i'm really starting to feel the stress

Going to KL next week

then Singapore

then China

wow

time really flies isn't it.

All the best to me then =D

I hope everything will be smooth

no, it definitely will

When you start to not like someone

every single bad side of his showed so often 

it's as if he did it purposely 

I'm kind of experiencing this right now. 

Haha

I'm really sampat 

Fairy tales

Spoiler, this is really really long 

but i have a confession to make. =D

i don't always read fairy tales

but i did, however 

believed in happy ever after. 

It's fast 

It's unpredictable

but i caught it

and i've no idea what to do now

Ever since i let her came into my life

i've been really, really cared about her 

even after she left just like this 

the usual everyday routines

i'm still hanging to these until today

you know what

if you're reading this

i applause for you 

for succeeding in learning how to make someone 

so vulnerable 

and smash him into pieces.

yeah

i really mean it

i know you're famous 

you're no lack of guys 

or the prince candidates that you get to pick from

well 

good luck with that 

really. 

I just want to say these once and for all

and i'll never repeat again

I'm really stupid 

for letting you come into my life

not knowing anything else about you 

especially after i just ended a 5 years 6 months 

betrayed relationship

Everything's so perfect to me

from your sweet texts

the way you care about me

how you can wake up 6.30 in the morning 

just to remind me to take my med 

your sweet empty promises that you never make one true 

those photos of your beaten up face that really enraged and upset me 

not to mention totally opened my heart out 

for one moment of thought 

i'd promised myself to make sure you'd never ever get hurt by someone else 

again and i'd trust you with full of my heart

until how 

you went from sweet to cold 

to really not giving any fuck 

and not taking me serious

and last but not least

left me when i needed you most 

This is to you

Thank you 

It's just 2 months 

but the stuffs you'd made me felt 

are definitely no less than the 5 years marathon i've just been through with it.

No don't worry

i'm not blaming anyone

i'm the dumb one

i accept that fact

you made me realize that 

sometimes 

lies can be so beautiful 

even tho i know that there's so much distinct difference between both of us 

hahaha

I'm finally moving on i guess

thanks to those drinking moments with myself 

fake wine tasting time just to make myself drunk

and yes i'm typing this post with a 82' Château Mouton Rothschild

I just wanna prove a point 

no matter whether you'd regret or not 

i'm telling you this

you just lose yourself a great guy

and fuck age 

that concept of time should be of a mechanism to push yourself to do more 

and harder so that you won't regret when you realize you don't have 

the time to do that anymore. Plato said this.

ask yourself

what have you achieved in this age of yours.

and you're using this to limit yourself to try more?

If you're not taking chance then what the hell are you even doing here?

Thank you for the memories

both painful and sweet 

Like Chia chun said 

i'll always be that helplessly romantic guy 

that will always get bashed out badly 

maybe she's just on her way as well 

i just need to give her some time. 

To my beloved sis

i'm really glad that you're back to normal right now 

you're one of the most cheerful person i've ever met 

and this is the main reason why i'd like to talk to you 

please don't ruin that pretty side of you alright? 

and that girl, is she the one who you gave her the Stitch?

hahh

and fuck yes,

LML =P

 Good night world

=)

Headstart

This post

is dedicated to my beloved sis

chun how

wah loon 

and my dad. 

Thank you guys

for being here with me 

during the ups and downs

Ch, you're right

 i should really tune myself up and stuffs

ma leh

cannot so feed. haha.

I've been trying too hard to impress 

until it became a bad habit of mine

you're right

i should behave like myself, my true self

humble humble 

I'm so sorry for the really awful behavior

I've just found some new really awesome friends

and i don't wanna fuck things up again.

So yeah. 

Hello wen wen amanda binti lau 

i don't know what happened recently 

but this is the first time i saw you 

in the 'emo state'

Cheer up okay? 

Everything will be alright

maybe not today, but eventually. 

What I really think right now is that 

it would be rather boring if your life 

is all smooth and round 

so fate decide to bring some excitement in

haha

I'm all over 

all around the world.

LML

*ps, it's Love My Life this time.
ahha

Hungover

I got a hangover. 

so bad.

Been really stupid lately. 

And I lost my money and credit card there. 

ugh. 

i'm so sorry dad for the troubles.

It's been really long since i last got into such havoc

like really long. 

有人说，借酒消愁愁更愁

对了一半

我觉得

我真的很想暂时逃避全部问题

我清醒时做不到

唯有在这种时候

给自己一个

放肆发泄的理由

醒来后

依然还是要面对一样的心情

一样的问题

可至少我发泄了后

让自己有多一些继续让自己压抑的空间

我不想要找人诉苦

想找却没有人

有人却不想讲

其实

想找一个能真正聆听你诉苦的人

真的很难

所以我放弃了

我觉得很累了

还是

继续假装开心会让自己更好些

I've stop texting her.

The urge to do that is really strong 

She really..

I'm really sentimental

I remember back then when you're here with me

how you make me feel complete 

and now i'm left alone

ugh. 

i wish i could live without someone else. 

i tried to give my best to everyone 

but sometimes these made me realizes that 

no i don't have to do that 

and i would not get back the same thing 

*slap slap*

Wake up wake up. 

Yi Jun, remember that you're strong 

and you just have to be good at what you're good at 

and fuck the world 

you're the extraordinary one. 

<3 

How it should be

I guess

it's just me. 

I've been telling myself and other people 

how fine i am 

but the truth is 

everyone moved on except me. 

I find myself doing the same exact thing over 

and over 

and over over 

again, again and again. 

I should really start to live by myself 

i'm just .. 

ugh

i just want someone to be there when i need one. 

sigh

two post in a day

i'm really dumb. 

胡思乱想？

最近都很忙

每天都过得还蛮忙下

真的很难的

昨晚和今天都能陪些朋友们

浪费些时间，

做些正常人做得东西

今天认识了很多新朋友 

很开心一下

可今晚又一毛了 

也许朋友们讲得对

我的心真的软
也许根本不需要对别人好
根本做回之前的我就可以了
至少我得到我要得东西
就会开心点吧

不要去想了

I'm back! =D

Ah, 

moved back to marina bay was kinda good 

been hiatus on blog for a few days 

cause of stupid tmnet which literally cut off my internet 

by 'mistake' 

yeah... right.... 

*sarcasm*

So i'm back from KL. 

Meeting went surprising well 

and now here's the headache part 

Business contracts, feasibility reports, laws,

finance reports and prediction schedules

wtf

 so much to do, 

so little time. 

I love going to KL actually 

i learn a lot and i see things at a different perspectives every time i went there 

and come back. haha

well..

the only downside is that 

my house has no internet connection, and what's worse? 

no cellular signal at all either. 

wow.

unimaginable and unbelievable. haha

Alright

have to ciaoz for sleep 

goede nacht 

Flavor of Life

So here am I, 

sitting alone in Starbucks Sunway Pyramid

It's the last day i'm gonna stay here

Meeting with Panelpoint went surprisingly well 

Met straight with the Managing Director

Used elevator pitch 

and he was impressed 

=P

He said my presentation skills was shockingly good at my age

guess Youth Jam time helped a lot at this. 

Bought a hell loads of Marks & Spencer's cookies. 

hahha 

and did some shopping as well 

I guess you're right 

we're never the same 

you'll always be facebook and i'll always be twitter

just a thought 

what's the point finding the same one like you? 

nah whatever. 

you claimed you'd do everything you couldn't 

ha 

hilarious. 

forget it. 

if there's one thing i could do 

i would stop all the running thoughts in you. 

or me 

or both of us. 

or not. 

Alright 

time to go back to psychology. 

ps: something interested happened yesterday

i did some random talk to a lady in the LRT 

and she asked for my phone number 

HAHA 

wtf. she's 21. 

but meh 

sis, age's never a problem. 

another but,

she's not my type

hahaa

there's always going to be a but uhh.

Nothing's perfect

Imperfect is the new perfect.

never look for perfection cause you'd spend all of your life looking for one 

and still fail. 

omg the baristas here were high i guess. 

ciaoz.

Heart Station

It's either you're really special
or i'm really weird
or both.

Guess you've made that clear enough.

I'm always a horoscope person
aquarius and gemini uhh

When we're together,
I've always been trying to give you that sense of security.
when i don't even have that myself
nor do i know what's that feelings

Maybe it's just not meant to be

Today's exactly two months
Happy two months?
I am still reminiscing
all the stuffs we've done and all the things you've said
all the face times
all the silly promises.



Haha
I'm a dumb
for giving in first

Stay Gold

So yeah,

wo de jie jie wen wen amanda shun man binti lau 

sudah balik UUM.

Time to get back up all the slacked stuffs

Wasted kinda lots of time doing unnecessary stuffs.

*don't worry sis, not yours* 

She attended her first morning meeting. 

hahah.

heyy, 

sleep earlier next time k? 

Don't take minutes till halfway dream d =P

Twitter... 

Hmm.. 

Maybe you're right, 

I'm not okay with time management.

or i should say

i plan stuffs last minute 

but i would prefer to go with the reactor approach. 

I'm not saying you're wrong and i totally reject your thoughts

that's true 

haha

i guess i'll have to tune myself a lil

I think

I'll have to stop playing arcades 

and speeding for some time. 

Something's wrong with me

It's gonna be a great day ahead

I'm going to hike the penang hill

and 

jump. LOL

jkjk.

I miss coffees

I miss rainbows

I miss chocolates

I miss you.

Starry starry night

Deaths, deaths everywhere. 

I'm really sorry for those whose friends/family member passed away these two days

Whether they suicide or not

this is not something we would be glad of. 

Rest in peace mates

Sis, cheer up k? 

So, it's 4.10 in the morning 

and i'm still rushing documents and devising strategies for the company movement

what am i doing right now

i should be sleeping

or just came back from clubs 

or doing something else. 

not what old farts would do.

I'm really, really old eh?

I just came back from movie

alone 

hahaha

met her just now 

i think i just practically repeat everything 

i've said 

countless times. 

i don't know what else could i do. 

or would i do. 

But one thing i'm sure is 

I'm really, really enraged

I'm so sick of everything sometimes

I feel that there're a lot of potentially bad stuffs

are revolving around me 

i couldn't fathom this.

why can't i just have the good things to stay? 

Life uhh...

Meeting in like 3 hours. 

I'm going back to work now. 

Ciaoz. 

Stress, stress everywhere

I think I live a rather unfortunate life. 

ugh

Got a good news in the morning

Panelpoint is finally meeting us. 

but 

that good news atmosphere didn't even lasted an hour 

then all the bad ones came rushing at me. 

Can you leave me and my family alone? 

I'm serious. 

what the fuck do you want from me. 

Do you enjoy doing all these right now? 

And, 

dad, mum,

im really overwhelmed with all the negatives already

can you just leave me with some better one instead? 

i can't fathom all these. 

really. 

maybe i should just fucking give up. 

or not. 

nah 

i won't give up, or not. 

i think i won't

or 

it would be rather pointless. 

tho everything are pointless now 

I saw your blog. 

ah, 

missing someone else? 

not bad ah

got new target already?

haha

All of these were ridiculous

it's rendering me breathless. 

i wanna stop

i can't... 

sigh. 

maybe i should be strong. 

i think i could be stronger. 

hello self, 

you don't have to treat everyone nice

and you certainly 

shouldn't simply give your heart over to someone else easily

for you could 

get hurt 

fucking easy. 

remember you're very, very vulnerable. 

lastly,
you are never something to her.
you're just nothing. or
someone that she used to rely on. 

Rethink

Lazying lazying lazying 

lazy day

read - sleep - read - sleep 

that's basically how i spent 3/4 of the day today.

haha

and then 

Wei Loon facebook message-ed me if i wanna join sis and another friend for supper

that's how i get to know another new friend

Recent life were all about meeting new friends 

forgetting the sorrows and listen to new thoughts 

new life perhaps 

but still hectic as usual. 

i think i've got used to the pace already. 

Hello sis

this time you come back eh timing very right lo 

i don't know how to thank you. 

really. 

=D

诶，

我永远都愿意当个听众，

我知道你想要从新开始，

就尽量让他们明白好吗？

我都会在这儿

Don't give up,

Don't stop halfway

Keep walking

Keep moving forward 

Follow the flow, 

listen to the pitch 

This is what you thought me

I have faith in you 

Remember i'm your number 1 blog reader k

hahaha

最近都爱上了方大同的歌

哈哈

Study study tomorrow

cut hair 

cut spending 

cut coffees 

cut cut cut cut cut 

everything cut

Some photos to recoup what's happening lately.

HAHAA 

Hmm...

So yeah

about today 

not much heh 

slept till quite late cause i pulled an all-nighter. 

ugh 

study plan failed,

didn't really went as planned. 

ah 

I know what's going on...

but hey,

if you don't have a choice, 

then why not just follow it? 

It's not how you planned, 

but maybe it's meant to be? 

=\

well at least that's a degree?

you should really think twice you know? 

I'll be here if you need any advises. 

Don't think too much 

everything'll be fine. 

有時候有時候

還沒好好的感受

雪花綻放的氣候

我們一起顫抖

會更明白什麼是溫柔

還沒跟你牽著手

走過荒蕪的沙丘

可能從此以後學會珍惜

天長和地久

有時候有時候

我會相信一切有盡頭

相聚離開都有時候

沒有什麼會永垂不朽

可是我有時候

寧願選擇留戀不放手

等到風景都看透

也許你會陪我看細水長流

完全爱上了这首歌

也许不是我放不下

而是

我选择了留恋不放手

昨天

跑了两场会议

啊

都不怎么顺利似的

算了吧

尽力了

发生了一件很奇怪的事

去和回时都坐跟一样的人

哈哈

还是两个双胞胎

而且她们还认识我的朋友们

可却都不认识我

我当然也不认识她们啦

哈哈

I don't know whether you're still reading my blog or not 

but after what I've told you yesterday 

I did some thoughts on the whole thing 

and myself as well 

Well

my life is indeed boring and really lifeless

but I try to appreciate every single opportunity given to me

and tried to achieve them 

just like what i thought when we first started.

I didn't regret trying tho 

I know you have a lot of defenses 

But have you ever, ever,

for once,

stop defending yourself with excuses and those feelings 

that you said you have 

and just think, 

think of what have you achieved in the past 20 years 

it's real funny you know 

looking back at our conversation 

you said you look at my like a lil brother rather than someone you could rely on 

well I think I'm better of being an elder one instead 

Couldn't imagine what would you think and do 

if I'd let you know the truth behind all of both of us stuffs.

hahh.

darling you really need to think and decide

and never ever tell me you're old already 

cause if you still can take life for granted 

then you're never old 

cause that stuffs for the young 

your life's really enjoyable and relax you know

well at least you can still stay at the home watch drama for whole day?

hahaha

what I think you should do right now 

is to stop, 

Stop feeling sad and stuffs, stop thinking,

start doing

You're still young, really 

you don't have to take life's opportunity cost into account sometimes

cause you knew that there're still gonna be 

shit tones of people there for you if you fuck things up 

which you always does 

sorry, didn't mean and not gonna give any explanation still

So 

Got a package while writing this post,

it's an interactive magazine from Academy of Art University,

one of the oldest and most prestigious art university in the world 

which i got an offer like 2 years ago.

They still didn't wanna give up persuading me to go over tho

HAHAHAHA. 

amazing. 'nuff said. 

But 

this new generation of magazine is really amazing 

it somehow rekindled my most fundamental 

interest in art, modelling, fashion, and animation

which made me fell so deep in love to them 

when i first started all these shit 

maybe i got bored.

nope 

i got bored. 

i'll think again tho. HAHA

Ok

have to get off to prepare to go qb 

study study study 

work work work

life life life 

 p/s: sis, i'm still amazed by qing xing. HAHA