Christmas Night

So it's Christmas, again. 

I don't know what to say this time 

I thought I will have a different one this year

but no I don't. 

I thought I will have a lot to say here after being hiatus for so long 

and no I don't. 

I couldn't reconcile my thoughts 

they're too many, and too cluttered. 

I don't know what do I want,

and what am I going to do after all this. 

I'm sick of everything 

I'm sick of having a relationship that's vague 

Maybe

I don't need one. 

It's really hard 

really, really hard to let go of something you have fought for so long 

I don't know 

if I should let go 

or still cling to it. 

I need a break. 

人生就是要不停地选择

Busy busy busy busy 

Well I don't think there's still people reading this 

but i'm still gonna update it 

Hah

I've been really really busy with works lately 

and slacked for a week 

Sigh 

What can I do to make myself feel better 

oh and 

i'm broke. 

Like really, really broke. 

=(

Introducing Splory.my!

So it's been a super busy month.

Like really

After preparations of almost a year

we have finally launched our landing page!

It's really happy to finally reached this stage. 

Now. All i have to do is to keep my fingers crossed 

and to check the numbers climbing every day. 

Ha! 

Anyway

it's really sad that I've completely ruined the relationship 

between me and my family. 

It's a road not taken by everyone 

and I didn't want to stop because of this. 

I mean, 

I've finally got the heart and the confidant to bring this up

and continue it 

at least, let me finish it? 

I don't know why... 

sigh

困难重重

累死了

http://splory.my 

带团队做好这8条：
（1）授人以鱼：给员工养家糊口的钱。
（2）授人以渔：教会员工做事情的方法和思路 。
（3）授人以欲：激发员工上进的欲望，让员工树立自己的目标 。
（4）授人以娱：把快乐带到工作中，让员工获得幸福 。
（5）授人以愚：告诉团队做事情扎实、稳重，大智若愚，不可走捷径和投机取巧。
（6）授人以遇：给予创造团队成长，学习，发展的机遇，成就人生。
（7）授人以誉：帮助团队成员获得精神层面的赞誉，为成为更有价值的人而战，光宗耀祖。
（8）授人以宇：上升到灵魂层次，顿悟宇宙运行智慧，乐享不惑人生 。

❶一流管理者：自己不干，下属快乐的干；
❷二流管理者：自己不干，下属拼命的干；
❸三流管理者：自己不干，下属主动的干；
❹四流管理者：自己干，下属跟着干；
❺五流管理者：自己干，下属没事干；
❻末流管理者：自己干，下属对着干。

2.【九段管理者修炼】
一段：以身作则，堪为榜样。
二段：帮助下属，无私奉献。
三段：教化下属，为人师表。
四段：建立规则，打造团队。
五段：高效激励，领导思维。
六段：全面统筹，科学管理。
七段：运筹帷幄，决胜千里。
八段：机制励人，文化凝人。
九段：组织制胜，天长地久。

3.【怎么样留住人才？】
必须给员工4个机会：做事的机会，赚钱的机会，成长的机会，发展的机会！
必须经营员工4个感觉：目标感，安全感，归属感，成就感！

4․【 什么是培养人才？】
敢于给员工做事的机会，也能给员工犯错的机会，这才是培养人才！
真是深有感触啊！

家

也许只是我吧

家没有家的感觉

哎

我不知道到底

这家到底是不是我的家

算了

不去想了

Tired tired tired

So it's been a week or two... 

I need to get this habit back 

Habit of writing blog of course

hah

Anyway

it's really tough to stay in a long distance relationship 

=x 

you need to stay really committed to each other 

and 

that's the tough part 

oh dear 

i hope endless works and tasks 

can help me to 

distract myself 

in all these

aaaahhhhh

don't be a negatron. 

hahahah! 

Positivity!

哈咯

我回来啦！

最近太忙了

都没什么update这里

aaaahhhhh

Ok

This is how it goes 

Splore's still as busy as hell 

but it's great to start out something myself. 

I have a great team behind me

I am not going to give up

teehee!

Things weren't too smooth in the past month

but there're good stuffs coming in as well

Gonna keep everything short and simple

Last but not least

October October please be awesome! 

最近最近

最近真的很倒霉

不懂是不是真的得罪到了人

还是真的不好运

怎么不好的事情

接二连三地发生了呢？

啊

正能量正能量

快快过来我这里

我真的需要休息了

快要崩溃了啊

=(

Hi hi

Hi, 

I'm back. 

=D 

kk gonna sleep then update everything up tomorrow.

hiak hiak hiak hiak hiak

赶火车

Counting down one more day to fly. 

and works are piling so much right now 

AAAHHHHH

why the hell would i arranged this time to go. 

ugh 

busy busy busy busy 

kept myself way too busy 

and now it's work overload 

got so much stuffs awaiting to be settled 

and i'm moving too

aaaaahhhhh 

die 

伤心欲绝

I've never ever been in such state before. 

I'm clueless

and 

thank you my panda mate

for making me felt a slight better. 

Drenched

已经不知道怎样安慰我自己了

也许

假装下去会让我觉得好过一些

真的从来没有被伤害到

这样深过

是时候醒来了吗？

要是没有遇上你，也就没有以后漫长的思念折磨

我也许会过着比现在更幸福的人生

要是没有遇上你

你会是怎样的呢？

Still Alive

Hello. 

I'm still alive. 

It's been a long while since i last updated my blog. 

Life's been hectic ever since. 

Sunday is the only day i officially declared it's holiday 

Stress and burden behind me is getting more and more heavier

not to mention the responsibilities. 

Splore's getting more and more clear now that I'm working on it

every single day (except sunday) to make it happen. 

life is so much better when you're doing something you truly have passion in. 

Also, the team is getting bigger now. 

I've got Loon, Chun How, Fang Yunn, John... 

Things are much more complicated now that it's final date is around the corner. 

Time to grow up i guess. 

Been busy editing and managing my online presence lately

hello lio yi jun

you're no longer a kid. 

please, stop trying to be a kid and grow up. 

the future would be yours to decide. 

Ah

i guess this is it. 

oh oh oh, 

it's sis's birthday tomorrow

hello noob sis. 

OK,

last but not least

i still don't wanna grow up.

noooooooooooo!

For the One and Only Sister

Hello sis

Please don't emo okay?

It's been a long while since i last seen you so down leh

i'm a bit worried lo actually 

Don't think too much le okay 

Actually hor

it's just a phase in relationship la

you've just gone through the honeymoon stages 

so maybe it's the down phase now 

As much as i am saying these

i still don't think that what he said i appropriate 

there is no way one could say such words 

but you also..

you shouldn't have compared him to your previous relationships

i know i am not at a right position to say these 

but don't you think that this is kinda unfair to him? 

think again ok? 

I'll be here no matter what alright? 

love you sis. 

Treasure

Treasure, 

that is what you are. 

Honey you're my golden star. 

You're everything i see in my dreams. 

kkk

生活中总得有些取舍，你拿了些，就得放弃些

Hello sis

Stumbled this upon my own wall when you tagged.

Yeah

It's true.

Guess i'll have to choose wise

and 

never regret. 

Anyway

confirmed flight! 

Next fly : Kota Kinabalu!

Bankrupt

Officially bankrupt. 

it is the first time in my life. 

For real, i'm broke. 

Had a huge debate, or rather fight everyone 

in the house and walla.

i am officially cut off from financial backup 

and everything 

every shit. 

thanks dad and mum 

thanks uncle

i know you would be more happy if 

i get some mainstream mediocre certification

and go work at some mediocre company 

getting 2.5k salary every month 

do the same thing everyday 

repeat it everyday 

and then live a boring life 

and die

.

I'm sorry, 

I couldn't stand it anymore

I've live my past life listening 

following 

and going every single instructions 

and arrangements you have prepared for me

I have no childhood life because of this. 

Some people search through their lives 

wanting to be able to do something they really liked,

and most of them failed doing so. 

I don't wanna walk the same path. 

It's so hard to find something i really liked 

and am so determined in making it happen 

I am not going to give it up

I couldn't accept your decision

Yes i might be a disappointment to you 

but 

in 50, no, 30 years later 

i will look back and still be proud of myself today

for fighting for something i liked 

even if i failed. 

i will have no regrets, because i have tried my best. 

like the saying goes, you only live once. 

so if not now then, when?

Random pictures

Didn't know how to convey my recent thoughts and feelings into texts.

I felt really, really, breathless. 

It's like people around me are chocking me at once.

The path not taken is really tough. 

I'm starting to have doubts

even tho i knew i can't afford to have them.

i want a breakaway from all these bullshits. 

what's life.

i am not sure about it anymore. 

Road Not Taken

So this is it. 

I've decided to embark on this road not taken.

Wish me luck! 

=)

不懂爱恨情仇煎熬的我们

不懂悲欢离合难受的我们

只要能见面 只要再见面 足够

让爱不熟 让心不透 让一切再来过

让我把所有美好 在你面前不做保留
让梦不走 让泪不流 让你快快乐乐
真心喜爱不会一无所获
Hey Baby~사랑해요
让你一千年后记得我

Right Now

So stressed out lately. 

I realized long distance relationship is so much harder than I thought 

I am someone who really depends on my other half

emotionally and spiritually 

actually 

no one realizes that 

i felt so disappointed. 

and yes i did get jealous. 

bye

Life

what's life? 

this is a rather philosopher question to me. 

But to be honest 

that's the very question kept me thinking so much lately. 

you have no idea. 

like really. 

I am a very strong believer of the idealism 

that humans are actually just reliving what we had in the other realms 

to say it the other way

i think of human life as just a dream

and when we die

we wake up in the realm we're supposed to be in.

well. that's the only logical way to explain all 

the deja-vus happened to me. 

so 

it's life to me. 

some people prefer to just have a normal life 

some people like me, don't

i've had a lot of friends 

a lot of them 

acquaintances, friends, a lot of them. 

but it's really saddening that 

when I really need one to talk to 

the circle closed down till a few

forever alone eh ?

好悲哀的人生啊

actually very emo eh lo. 

sigh. i am really emo

even company got stress also have to keep to myself. 

then family 

then myself. 

算了吧

也许这就是人生，

我的人生

Update

It's been a very long while since i was here last. 

Been in a very hectic past month. 

Rush proposal rush this rush that. 

hahaha

how're you all doing? 

Splory's going smooth 

im glad 

like really

took us exactly one month to get the designs and features lock in

and then all the considerations 

and then fundings 

proposition amends 

aaahhh 

and then my blood pressure thingy 

and then there's this haze thing 

so much so much updates which 

i'll really have to just skim through 

i actually wanted to update bout the haze some time ago 

and then i left while typing halfway 

hahahhah 

wtf 

i'm so lazy 

but i guess it's time to get real uhh

so much stuff to do 

and so little time 

i need a rest 

no

actually 

i need more time 

to slack around 

HAHA

alright 

quick and brief update 

it's really a good idea that i have here

it's a real good place to thrash whatever you want 

=D 

Sometimes you just have to take a leap of faith 

trust comes afterwards. 

Leap of faith uhh

what's with every movie lately 

Stress

So stressed out lately. 

Oh dear give me some strength to stay alive. 

I'm really really screwing myself up 

with these insane workload.

And hey 

i'm sorry i didn't mean to be so cool to you right now 

i just need some time to clarify and clean up my thoughts. 

it's been a very hard week for me. 

sigh. 

another sleepless night 

Brief

Okay 

I'm glad that  I have a blog 

ahahahahaha

such a good place to rant 

to complain 

to express

to let it out 

to do whatever 

and say whatever i want 

and to have a platform 

for me 

when i'm not being me

oh right, the blog link.

lolol

Hello sis! 

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAMS 

VEEL SUCCES 

!!! 

<3 

Hello Yu Ling! 

GOOD LUCK IN THE SHOW 

!!!

nope no <3 for you 

awww 

lolol. 

okay maybe i'm just too insane

and my circadian rhythm is so messed up right now

i need to tweak myself 

c'mon yijun 

you can do it

!!! 

HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK 

bad picture bad picture

broken pixels. 

tsk tsk tsk

*signing out*

Get Lucky

been a hell of a week. 

I'm so exhausted from everything right now
oh god

save me
well,
if you exist tho
bring me to neverland
where stress and lies don't exist

Don't come too close please

..

I don't know how to stop myself. 

Road Not Taken

Hello blog. 

it's been a while since i last updated. 

I'm so occupied with workloads.

tones of them.

good part and otherwise. 

It's been a tough week for me

and I've completely sleep deprived 

meetings meetings plans plans 

我要疯了

好他妈的累. 

ok. 

road not taken 

I'm sorry uncle, dad, mum, everyone in my family. 

I really think that I wanna pursue the road not taken. 

Looking back 20 years up till today,

i think i've achieved much that enable me to keep the rest of my life 

getting stable job, stable salary, stable life. 

But 

seriously,

i never wanted a stable life.

I have so much in mind that i wanna do 

and all I wanted to ask for is not push me back to study

sigh 

Ah well 

another sleepless night. 

It's really hard to live up to other's expectation. 

I don't know what can I do 

Sigh

I need some air for myself. 

Congratulations

hello mellow 

this post is dedicated to that special one all the way from sabah 

congratulations on the offer from Taiwan 

i am actually very happy and proud of you 

but I didn't know how to convey it to you so 

i hope you get to read this 

Not sure how is this going to lead us 

but i'm definitely having faith 

well looking at the current state 

this news is bringing extra distance to this 

hahahahaha

yolo. 

Nevertheless

you can definitely do well

i'm confidant in you. 

love

xx

520

 我爱你

Damn. 

0532 in the morning 

it's the fourth time of waking up already 

what's wrong with this 

worst insomnia ever happened on me

ugh 

Reconciliation

The weather has been insane lately. 

i think i was tortured by it at some point 

lollol

I've been doing a lot of exercises past few days 

skateboarding 

roller-skating 

cycling 

hiking 

badminton 

and 

skateboarding

oh wait did i just mentioned skateboarding twice? 

yes i did

no i don't care.

Life's tough and we knew it 

tough times make us learn and grow strong

and along the biggest voyage we're having

we pick up passengers 

and meet new people 

some of them stayed awhile 

some of them left after awhile 

some of them stayed a lil longer 

some of them walked together with you until the end of the journey 

it doesn't matter who are they 

or what they've done 

what's done can not be undone 

and lesson's learnt every time mistakes happen

in the end 

everyone of us will definitely have a few really, true, friends 

they're the ones that you should keep good care of 

and cherish everything they've done to you

and then do the same back to them 

common sense please 

you don't take things for granted. 

to my lovely sister,

i'm seriously, 

worried bout you 

if you wanna let it all out at once, please do ok? 

don't keep a lil by lil and make yourself a time bomb 

like what i've told you 

no matter what happened 

i'll give you my 100000% support 

don't even ask why. 

and that goes the same to the very special you 

i know you're out there 

reading this. 

i'm totally serious and i hope you do, too

keep faith / signing out

100th Post

This post goes all out to my annoying sis

wen wen shun amanda man binti lau 

(damn why your name so long eh)

Ok I miss you too la 

when are you coming back again? 

damn it you always bo jio me de =\

hate you hate you 

HAHA

AND IT'S NOT SWEET 

for our cases okay 

wth you thinking 

but i was surprised when you said you're not mad at the snatcher.
maybe you're right afterall.

nevertheless i am glad to know that
you're fine and not hurt to a very serious levels.
well,
life goes on
be careful next time ok?

Anyway i took well care of the instax ok!
hahaha
Punch you

you ah,
always say i got a lot of 后宫
you also la!
Update updates please

teeeeheee
take care k!
love you!
bye! 

Colorblind

I've always been a fan of advertising campaigns

I love them. 

I love those thought-provoking campaigns that never fail to amaze me. 

and like how the advertising legend David Ogilvy said, 

good ad doesn't tell you just about the product, 

it conveys a lot of messages other than that. 

and of course

good ads always makes you feel like getting the product right away. 

Modern ad campaigns have transformed in many ways 

compared to the older days 

they no longer promotes product only 

they helped to send messages

to the people, to the public, to the world. 

It's amazing how little and simple ad

always makes you wonder and think about the real message behind. 

These are a few campaigns that i really liked 

Dove Real Beauty Sketches

by Ogilvy & Mathers Brazil

Smoking Kid - Thailand Health Promotion

by Ogilvy Thailand

and umm this one from one of my favourite ad firm from Malaysia, 

Leo Burnett. 

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151645397633669

I think the ad conveys a very straightforward and clear message 

it reflects what's been happening around the country lately. 

those racism issues and provoking news-headlines and comments 

I don't know how to say but 

i think it was a very dumb idea to create racial issues in multi-racial country

and i do wonder how the people on top could speak such topics without 

serious consideration and thoughts. 

I do believe in multi-racial unity 

and so are the people around me. 

that's all

*signing off

Democracy

What's democracy? 

I can not understand that 

not after what happened in my beloved country yesterday 

and how much dirty tricks employed by the national front 

to ensure their sovereignty in the country. 

Government should always fear its people 

that's what a democratic country should be like 

but it goes against that in this country 

The government no longer need its people 

and they certainly do not fear them anymore 

and it has gone to the extent that people in the regime 

no longer need to be responsible for what being said and done. 

I have to admit 

I am not always one who embraces politics 

nor do i understand how it runs in the streets 

but i definitely saw a very unfair and wicked election yesterday.

5/5 

is the day we, the genuine malaysians

shall remember,

as this very day was the day 

the democracy has fallen 

生命真是一團糟的東西。

但是無論宇宙有其秩序或沒有，我個人選擇相信有。

生命都與你的日常工作無關，

而是與你在這裡該執行的課題有關。

May

So 

there's this election around the corner

as much as I am not one who fancy political talks 

but the acts some brainless bastards really pissed me off. 

With those overly high amounts of flags which literally 

made this island blue and ugly 

it totally defy the Cleaner Greener Penang campaign. 

I really hate the marketing team behind the implementation of the idea. 

It's reached a whole new level of disgusting

 okay. 

z10 was awesome 

on the down side the wechat and skype app is still unavailable yet

and then umm.. 

what else.. 

oh and the rest was fine. 

instagram can be a yes i don't mind 

hmm 

I got stuffs to write about 

but i don't know how to write about them 

oh the irony 

let's just hope this election ends in a peaceful manner 

*signing off*

Mirrors

Sometimes you win, 

and sometimes you learn
but mostly about the progress
ha
Some people learn, some don't
well i thought it that way

Anyway,
I realize my life lately had been really quiet
haha
i'm quite enjoying at this point tho

Election's around the corner,
hello PR, you're really facing a big challenge this time
no doubt it's the most exciting election since the establishment of the country
I've seen some of the dirty tricks used,
and no i'm not fancy the idea of talking politics
so i'll just carry on

Hello wenwenbloggie
it's been awhile since your last update
hahaha
busy life wo now, different d =P

Hello that unexpected encounter today
it's really unexpected to have met you there today
ah, so Inti uhh...
it still comes back to penang afterall.
haha
well,
hope everything goes smoothly to you la

=D

Anyway,
i bought z10!
Looking forward to getting it soonnnnn
but no wechat instagram and stuffs
DAMN IT BLACKBERRY

okay still a bb fanboi

Cheers! 

Puzzles

I'm really confused 

at this point of my life 

Now 

I wonder 

Do we live life to amaze other people 

or ourselves? 

It's fascinating how people try so hard to do what oppose 

to their own willingness 

just to amaze some people who doesn't have any 

relation nor effect in their life. 

so what am i

Commitments

What goes around comes back around 

... 

okay 

after so much of considerations and thoughts 

i've decided to pursue in law 

i'm serious this time 

maybe it's time to go buckle up yijun

you're no longer a kid 

and you're never one 

I just got home from dinner with loon's mum 

funny how she's always been able to give me some sort of inspiration 

or wake up call i say 

yeah 

i'm 20 this year 

and i've done countless of stuffs 

some good some bad (yes, no joke) 

i've pursued too much career which i never thought i'd like or use it 

i just go for every single opportunities given 

and those seriously put up a very heavy burden on my dads' 

from graphic design 

to modelling 

to animation

to engineering,

marketing,

a-levels

and now 

Maybe sometimes it's good to not have too many choices 

when you went for everything 

you don't know what you're good at 

and you don't know what do you want to do with them 

it sucked 

wish me luck 

time to get back to life and get beaten up again 

and hello sis 

how're you? 

life's hard ain't it? 

Don't worry so much please 

Law of Attraction is one thing I've always believed in 

brush up yourself, 

look at the bright side 

life's harsh but you can always remind yourself 

of the good part of it after all the hard works
and remember
生活中总得有些取舍，你拿了些，就得放弃些

right? 

well i don't know 

but i believed in it

have faith 

*signing off*

Yaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I'm so happy today! 

got my new laptop! 

it's a red vaio! 

hahahaha 

okay high's over. 

now time to go to sleep. 

But still i'm facing a dilemma 

whether should I downgrade it back to windows 7 

or not. 

AH

#first world problem 

*signing off*

Short one

最近

心情有点糟

哎

Weekly Update

So hai 

it's been a week 

a lot of stuffs happened 

like really 

you were right here all along.. 

ah

dilemma 

really.. 

it's been 3 years since we last talked 

that dinner really made me reminisced and recalled back 

all those memories when we were together 

and i can't believe 

like really 

that very phone number of yours 

i.. 

i missed you. 

there's no other people out there that could 

make me feel this way..

the first one.

when i was your man 

sigh

hey, 

i'm sorry that i was really busy lately 

i didn't know how to respond to you 

i'm in a conflict with myself 

a serious one

April Fool?

你最近还好吗？

The first thing that came to me when I saw her today. 

Hah

All those memories 

came rushing back in all of a sudden..
i remember like yesterday
the very day when i first met you 

first love heh.. 

All those phone calls 

text messages 

jokes 

and fun we've had 

oh and those Jay and Jolin's songs we liked. 

how all things got screwed and ruined up during the apartment stays...

sigh

we're both immature back then i guess

i hope she's doing fine tho

perhaps 

we should get coffee sometimes

...

诶,

还记得晴天吗？

Rebound?

Hey

It was a surprise blog post from you..

I didn't expect it at all 

HAHA. 

I'm fine, doing great 

okay not so great but still fine. 

What about you? 

How's your new school and stuffs going? 

You stop tweeting already so i assume you didn't wanna talk about it perhaps? 

hahah. 

Anyway, 

I'm not really always not in the mood 

it's just those stuffs that come back and forth puzzles me. 

teehee

Oh ya, 

that was a nice metaphor for that moody and cow thingy

BUT 

what if i tell you..

i'm a cow?! 

LOL

Hello jane janey janejanejanejane2794

Happy Birthday! 

Okay this was another dedication post tho i wished you earlier then

i see you've made a lots of new friends already la

hahaha 

but thanks for always being there for me 

and you're really one of the very few that i can really count on 

Wish you here, again

happy birthday, best of luck in any ventures and 

don't grow so much pimples 

become shorter 

thinner 

slimmer 

ok  very pretty d so no need prettier 

don't so clumsy 

and 

i think that's it. 

=P 

Lalalala 

as much as i'm really tired and confused 

sis you're right 

we don't live to impress unworthy people

yay 

love you sis! 

*eww eww eww* 

signing off

The naked truth

looks like i really can't take anymore lies from you

to be honest

i've given you all the trust that i've never given anyone else 

and yet 

you took me for granted over and over again 

just.. 

what're you thinking... 

thanks for ruin my day 

A new chapter

So

Things been different these few days.

To be honest 

It escalated pretty rapid. 

I'm actually kinda shock after all those stuffs.

But anyway.

what's done cannot be undone. 

Do my best? 

=)

maybe it's time for something new. 

Flows

If photos can be deciphered into a person's thoughts...

Tell me..

 what am i thinking right now... 

The Checklist

This is gonna be awesome. 

1. Reschedule my own timetable

2. Go for a vacation at least every 6 months

3. Project Humble 

4. Save more than spend more

5. Read more 

6. Work harder 

7. Play harder

8. Project Friendly

9. Stop falling in love all around the world 

10. Stop stressing out myself and be happy

and the list will go on and off 

FROM TODAY ONWARDS! 

18 March 2013 

Lio Yi Jun, 

you're gonna change for the betterment of yourself! 

Teeheeeeee! 

Shit is there anyway i could make this always on top? O.O

Everything but the rain

Hi, 

How're you lately? 

you know... 

Ever since i got your blog address, 

It's always on my top sites. 

Hah..

funny isn't it... 

Now i finally understand why we weren't meant to be. 

Hah. 

I was really an idiot. 

Anyway

Hi sis 

How're you? 

We hasn't really catch up since then... 

Was wondering if you're really really doing good right now or not 

hah

I don't know what's up but 

have faith? 

Everything will fall into pieces as the time comes. =D

I'll always be here if you need me. 

you know it. Teehee

Oh and

Life's pretty mean to me lately.... 

I'm seriously not managing my own finance well 

and 

then i got myself a new laptop without thinking

and then now i decided to sell my macbook pro off. 

hmm....

I have to fix my life 

like really 

funny you’re the broken one but i’m the only one who needed saving

oh god. 

maybe i should really stop all these crap now
and be good to those worth it.

Looking at the bright side... 

good luck for all my friends who're taking their results tomorrow.

yijun out!