It's really hard to live up to other's expectation. 

I don't know what can I do 

Sigh

I need some air for myself. 

Congratulations

hello mellow 

this post is dedicated to that special one all the way from sabah 

congratulations on the offer from Taiwan 

i am actually very happy and proud of you 

but I didn't know how to convey it to you so 

i hope you get to read this 

Not sure how is this going to lead us 

but i'm definitely having faith 

well looking at the current state 

this news is bringing extra distance to this 

hahahahaha

yolo. 

Nevertheless

you can definitely do well

i'm confidant in you. 

love

xx

520

 我爱你

Damn. 

0532 in the morning 

it's the fourth time of waking up already 

what's wrong with this 

worst insomnia ever happened on me

ugh 

Reconciliation

The weather has been insane lately. 

i think i was tortured by it at some point 

lollol

I've been doing a lot of exercises past few days 

skateboarding 

roller-skating 

cycling 

hiking 

badminton 

and 

skateboarding

oh wait did i just mentioned skateboarding twice? 

yes i did

no i don't care.

Life's tough and we knew it 

tough times make us learn and grow strong

and along the biggest voyage we're having

we pick up passengers 

and meet new people 

some of them stayed awhile 

some of them left after awhile 

some of them stayed a lil longer 

some of them walked together with you until the end of the journey 

it doesn't matter who are they 

or what they've done 

what's done can not be undone 

and lesson's learnt every time mistakes happen

in the end 

everyone of us will definitely have a few really, true, friends 

they're the ones that you should keep good care of 

and cherish everything they've done to you

and then do the same back to them 

common sense please 

you don't take things for granted. 

to my lovely sister,

i'm seriously, 

worried bout you 

if you wanna let it all out at once, please do ok? 

don't keep a lil by lil and make yourself a time bomb 

like what i've told you 

no matter what happened 

i'll give you my 100000% support 

don't even ask why. 

and that goes the same to the very special you 

i know you're out there 

reading this. 

i'm totally serious and i hope you do, too

keep faith / signing out

100th Post

This post goes all out to my annoying sis

wen wen shun amanda man binti lau 

(damn why your name so long eh)

Ok I miss you too la 

when are you coming back again? 

damn it you always bo jio me de =\

hate you hate you 

HAHA

AND IT'S NOT SWEET 

for our cases okay 

wth you thinking 

but i was surprised when you said you're not mad at the snatcher.
maybe you're right afterall.

nevertheless i am glad to know that
you're fine and not hurt to a very serious levels.
well,
life goes on
be careful next time ok?

Anyway i took well care of the instax ok!
hahaha
Punch you

you ah,
always say i got a lot of 后宫
you also la!
Update updates please

teeeeheee
take care k!
love you!
bye! 

Colorblind

I've always been a fan of advertising campaigns

I love them. 

I love those thought-provoking campaigns that never fail to amaze me. 

and like how the advertising legend David Ogilvy said, 

good ad doesn't tell you just about the product, 

it conveys a lot of messages other than that. 

and of course

good ads always makes you feel like getting the product right away. 

Modern ad campaigns have transformed in many ways 

compared to the older days 

they no longer promotes product only 

they helped to send messages

to the people, to the public, to the world. 

It's amazing how little and simple ad

always makes you wonder and think about the real message behind. 

These are a few campaigns that i really liked 

Dove Real Beauty Sketches

by Ogilvy & Mathers Brazil

Smoking Kid - Thailand Health Promotion

by Ogilvy Thailand

and umm this one from one of my favourite ad firm from Malaysia, 

Leo Burnett. 

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151645397633669

I think the ad conveys a very straightforward and clear message 

it reflects what's been happening around the country lately. 

those racism issues and provoking news-headlines and comments 

I don't know how to say but 

i think it was a very dumb idea to create racial issues in multi-racial country

and i do wonder how the people on top could speak such topics without 

serious consideration and thoughts. 

I do believe in multi-racial unity 

and so are the people around me. 

that's all

*signing off

Democracy

What's democracy? 

I can not understand that 

not after what happened in my beloved country yesterday 

and how much dirty tricks employed by the national front 

to ensure their sovereignty in the country. 

Government should always fear its people 

that's what a democratic country should be like 

but it goes against that in this country 

The government no longer need its people 

and they certainly do not fear them anymore 

and it has gone to the extent that people in the regime 

no longer need to be responsible for what being said and done. 

I have to admit 

I am not always one who embraces politics 

nor do i understand how it runs in the streets 

but i definitely saw a very unfair and wicked election yesterday.

5/5 

is the day we, the genuine malaysians

shall remember,

as this very day was the day 

the democracy has fallen 

生命真是一團糟的東西。

但是無論宇宙有其秩序或沒有，我個人選擇相信有。

生命都與你的日常工作無關，

而是與你在這裡該執行的課題有關。

May

So 

there's this election around the corner

as much as I am not one who fancy political talks 

but the acts some brainless bastards really pissed me off. 

With those overly high amounts of flags which literally 

made this island blue and ugly 

it totally defy the Cleaner Greener Penang campaign. 

I really hate the marketing team behind the implementation of the idea. 

It's reached a whole new level of disgusting

 okay. 

z10 was awesome 

on the down side the wechat and skype app is still unavailable yet

and then umm.. 

what else.. 

oh and the rest was fine. 

instagram can be a yes i don't mind 

hmm 

I got stuffs to write about 

but i don't know how to write about them 

oh the irony 

let's just hope this election ends in a peaceful manner 

*signing off*