Sometimes

Sometimes

I wish things could be more simple 

I wish things could go smoother

I wish I was way healthier

I wish I could do more 

I wish I could met you earlier ... 

Treat you right

and be with you day and night 

As simple as that... 

I wish the dream could come true 

But you're always afraid, 

so near, yet so far away. 

I just wanna protect you and be happy with you

Please don't think too much and complicate things? 

To you

and lastly, 

Good night. I hope this time, you're not gonna give up easily. 

Day One Entry: Sep 29, 2012

New day
Hey come on I don't want you to misunderstood me instead. I did not hide anything away from you.
I'm just glad that I've finally starting a move.
I wanna eat sushi.
30° Mostly Cloudy
Malaysia

Day One Entry: Sep 29, 2012

This is going to be our lil secret.
A place where no one else would know us.
A place where I can rant anything I want and do anything I like.
A hideout for us perhaps?

=)


26° Mostly Cloudy
Georgetown, Penang, Malaysia

Our little secret

也许只有华语才可以真的表达我的心声

这是一个属于你和我的地方。

我想更了解你

=)

Better me.

Thank you. Thank you for remembering what I've told you. Thank you for reminding me to not give up. Thank you for supporting me. And lastly, thank you for making me know that I'm not alone.

I thought a lot today. A lot a lot. Haha. Uncle 3 called, told me that vena's proposal is not in a good position and prospect. Hmm… Ok I've kind of expecting this already. The sum we're trying to get it very very very huge and we're not really a well established company. Miraculously, I've manage to thought of a back up plan out. Wow much?

I'm really really starting to feel the stress. But I think everything's destined for a reason. Just like her. I think this pop up is here to give me support and be here to share with me right now. Thank you. Again.

Watched a shitty movie today. So bad. So freaking bad.

Thought of myself again… Apologized to my grandma and grandpa and confessed to them when I got home. I'm really lucky to have both of them. They're really worried of me.

I guess… Things get more clearer as you grow up. I don't know. But I'm really getting better. A mature relationship uhh… We're gonna take it slow this time. =)

Anyway, this is one of the very nights I don't get to FaceTime and talk to her. Guess she's really tired already to have slept right away. Good night darling. I just wanted to say that I missed you. I hope you'd feel the same.

Tomorrows gonna be a hectic day. Working full time. Have to manage my time well so I can slack and manage vena's stuffs. Meeting's on Sunday morning. I'm gonna get a hard time waking up.

I hope that you can really try to rely on me. For once, I wish for someone to feel afraid of losing me… Cause I am…

Good night world.

26° Mostly Cloudy
Georgetown, Penang, Malaysia