Fairy tales

Spoiler, this is really really long 

but i have a confession to make. =D

i don't always read fairy tales

but i did, however 

believed in happy ever after. 

It's fast 

It's unpredictable

but i caught it

and i've no idea what to do now

Ever since i let her came into my life

i've been really, really cared about her 

even after she left just like this 

the usual everyday routines

i'm still hanging to these until today

you know what

if you're reading this

i applause for you 

for succeeding in learning how to make someone 

so vulnerable 

and smash him into pieces.

yeah

i really mean it

i know you're famous 

you're no lack of guys 

or the prince candidates that you get to pick from

well 

good luck with that 

really. 

I just want to say these once and for all

and i'll never repeat again

I'm really stupid 

for letting you come into my life

not knowing anything else about you 

especially after i just ended a 5 years 6 months 

betrayed relationship

Everything's so perfect to me

from your sweet texts

the way you care about me

how you can wake up 6.30 in the morning 

just to remind me to take my med 

your sweet empty promises that you never make one true 

those photos of your beaten up face that really enraged and upset me 

not to mention totally opened my heart out 

for one moment of thought 

i'd promised myself to make sure you'd never ever get hurt by someone else 

again and i'd trust you with full of my heart

until how 

you went from sweet to cold 

to really not giving any fuck 

and not taking me serious

and last but not least

left me when i needed you most 

This is to you

Thank you 

It's just 2 months 

but the stuffs you'd made me felt 

are definitely no less than the 5 years marathon i've just been through with it.

No don't worry

i'm not blaming anyone

i'm the dumb one

i accept that fact

you made me realize that 

sometimes 

lies can be so beautiful 

even tho i know that there's so much distinct difference between both of us 

hahaha

I'm finally moving on i guess

thanks to those drinking moments with myself 

fake wine tasting time just to make myself drunk

and yes i'm typing this post with a 82' Château Mouton Rothschild

I just wanna prove a point 

no matter whether you'd regret or not 

i'm telling you this

you just lose yourself a great guy

and fuck age 

that concept of time should be of a mechanism to push yourself to do more 

and harder so that you won't regret when you realize you don't have 

the time to do that anymore. Plato said this.

ask yourself

what have you achieved in this age of yours.

and you're using this to limit yourself to try more?

If you're not taking chance then what the hell are you even doing here?

Thank you for the memories

both painful and sweet 

Like Chia chun said 

i'll always be that helplessly romantic guy 

that will always get bashed out badly 

maybe she's just on her way as well 

i just need to give her some time. 

To my beloved sis

i'm really glad that you're back to normal right now 

you're one of the most cheerful person i've ever met 

and this is the main reason why i'd like to talk to you 

please don't ruin that pretty side of you alright? 

and that girl, is she the one who you gave her the Stitch?

hahh

and fuck yes,

LML =P

 Good night world

=)