So it's Christmas, again.
I don't know what to say this time
I thought I will have a different one this year
but no I don't.
I thought I will have a lot to say here after being hiatus for so long
and no I don't.
I couldn't reconcile my thoughts
they're too many, and too cluttered.
I don't know what do I want,
and what am I going to do after all this.
I'm sick of everything
I'm sick of having a relationship that's vague
Maybe
I don't need one.
It's really hard
really, really hard to let go of something you have fought for so long
I don't know
if I should let go
or still cling to it.
I need a break.
