Life

what's life? 

this is a rather philosopher question to me. 

But to be honest 

that's the very question kept me thinking so much lately. 

you have no idea. 

like really. 

I am a very strong believer of the idealism 

that humans are actually just reliving what we had in the other realms 

to say it the other way

i think of human life as just a dream

and when we die

we wake up in the realm we're supposed to be in.

well. that's the only logical way to explain all 

the deja-vus happened to me. 

so 

it's life to me. 

some people prefer to just have a normal life 

some people like me, don't

i've had a lot of friends 

a lot of them 

acquaintances, friends, a lot of them. 

but it's really saddening that 

when I really need one to talk to 

the circle closed down till a few

forever alone eh ?

好悲哀的人生啊

actually very emo eh lo. 

sigh. i am really emo

even company got stress also have to keep to myself. 

then family 

then myself. 

算了吧

也许这就是人生，

我的人生