I'm back! =D

Ah, 

moved back to marina bay was kinda good 

been hiatus on blog for a few days 

cause of stupid tmnet which literally cut off my internet 

by 'mistake' 

yeah... right.... 

*sarcasm*

So i'm back from KL. 

Meeting went surprising well 

and now here's the headache part 

Business contracts, feasibility reports, laws,

finance reports and prediction schedules

wtf

 so much to do, 

so little time. 

I love going to KL actually 

i learn a lot and i see things at a different perspectives every time i went there 

and come back. haha

well..

the only downside is that 

my house has no internet connection, and what's worse? 

no cellular signal at all either. 

wow.

unimaginable and unbelievable. haha

Alright

have to ciaoz for sleep 

goede nacht 

Flavor of Life

So here am I, 

sitting alone in Starbucks Sunway Pyramid

It's the last day i'm gonna stay here

Meeting with Panelpoint went surprisingly well 

Met straight with the Managing Director

Used elevator pitch 

and he was impressed 

=P

He said my presentation skills was shockingly good at my age

guess Youth Jam time helped a lot at this. 

Bought a hell loads of Marks & Spencer's cookies. 

hahha 

and did some shopping as well 

I guess you're right 

we're never the same 

you'll always be facebook and i'll always be twitter

just a thought 

what's the point finding the same one like you? 

nah whatever. 

you claimed you'd do everything you couldn't 

ha 

hilarious. 

forget it. 

if there's one thing i could do 

i would stop all the running thoughts in you. 

or me 

or both of us. 

or not. 

Alright 

time to go back to psychology. 

ps: something interested happened yesterday

i did some random talk to a lady in the LRT 

and she asked for my phone number 

HAHA 

wtf. she's 21. 

but meh 

sis, age's never a problem. 

another but,

she's not my type

hahaa

there's always going to be a but uhh.

Nothing's perfect

Imperfect is the new perfect.

never look for perfection cause you'd spend all of your life looking for one 

and still fail. 

omg the baristas here were high i guess. 

ciaoz.

Heart Station

It's either you're really special
or i'm really weird
or both.

Guess you've made that clear enough.

I'm always a horoscope person
aquarius and gemini uhh

When we're together,
I've always been trying to give you that sense of security.
when i don't even have that myself
nor do i know what's that feelings

Maybe it's just not meant to be

Today's exactly two months
Happy two months?
I am still reminiscing
all the stuffs we've done and all the things you've said
all the face times
all the silly promises.



Haha
I'm a dumb
for giving in first

Stay Gold

So yeah,

wo de jie jie wen wen amanda shun man binti lau 

sudah balik UUM.

Time to get back up all the slacked stuffs

Wasted kinda lots of time doing unnecessary stuffs.

*don't worry sis, not yours* 

She attended her first morning meeting. 

hahah.

heyy, 

sleep earlier next time k? 

Don't take minutes till halfway dream d =P

Twitter... 

Hmm.. 

Maybe you're right, 

I'm not okay with time management.

or i should say

i plan stuffs last minute 

but i would prefer to go with the reactor approach. 

I'm not saying you're wrong and i totally reject your thoughts

that's true 

haha

i guess i'll have to tune myself a lil

I think

I'll have to stop playing arcades 

and speeding for some time. 

Something's wrong with me

It's gonna be a great day ahead

I'm going to hike the penang hill

and 

jump. LOL

jkjk.

I miss coffees

I miss rainbows

I miss chocolates

I miss you.

Starry starry night

Deaths, deaths everywhere. 

I'm really sorry for those whose friends/family member passed away these two days

Whether they suicide or not

this is not something we would be glad of. 

Rest in peace mates

Sis, cheer up k? 

So, it's 4.10 in the morning 

and i'm still rushing documents and devising strategies for the company movement

what am i doing right now

i should be sleeping

or just came back from clubs 

or doing something else. 

not what old farts would do.

I'm really, really old eh?

I just came back from movie

alone 

hahaha

met her just now 

i think i just practically repeat everything 

i've said 

countless times. 

i don't know what else could i do. 

or would i do. 

But one thing i'm sure is 

I'm really, really enraged

I'm so sick of everything sometimes

I feel that there're a lot of potentially bad stuffs

are revolving around me 

i couldn't fathom this.

why can't i just have the good things to stay? 

Life uhh...

Meeting in like 3 hours. 

I'm going back to work now. 

Ciaoz. 

Stress, stress everywhere

I think I live a rather unfortunate life. 

ugh

Got a good news in the morning

Panelpoint is finally meeting us. 

but 

that good news atmosphere didn't even lasted an hour 

then all the bad ones came rushing at me. 

Can you leave me and my family alone? 

I'm serious. 

what the fuck do you want from me. 

Do you enjoy doing all these right now? 

And, 

dad, mum,

im really overwhelmed with all the negatives already

can you just leave me with some better one instead? 

i can't fathom all these. 

really. 

maybe i should just fucking give up. 

or not. 

nah 

i won't give up, or not. 

i think i won't

or 

it would be rather pointless. 

tho everything are pointless now 

I saw your blog. 

ah, 

missing someone else? 

not bad ah

got new target already?

haha

All of these were ridiculous

it's rendering me breathless. 

i wanna stop

i can't... 

sigh. 

maybe i should be strong. 

i think i could be stronger. 

hello self, 

you don't have to treat everyone nice

and you certainly 

shouldn't simply give your heart over to someone else easily

for you could 

get hurt 

fucking easy. 

remember you're very, very vulnerable. 

lastly,
you are never something to her.
you're just nothing. or
someone that she used to rely on. 

Rethink

Lazying lazying lazying 

lazy day

read - sleep - read - sleep 

that's basically how i spent 3/4 of the day today.

haha

and then 

Wei Loon facebook message-ed me if i wanna join sis and another friend for supper

that's how i get to know another new friend

Recent life were all about meeting new friends 

forgetting the sorrows and listen to new thoughts 

new life perhaps 

but still hectic as usual. 

i think i've got used to the pace already. 

Hello sis

this time you come back eh timing very right lo 

i don't know how to thank you. 

really. 

=D

诶，

我永远都愿意当个听众，

我知道你想要从新开始，

就尽量让他们明白好吗？

我都会在这儿

Don't give up,

Don't stop halfway

Keep walking

Keep moving forward 

Follow the flow, 

listen to the pitch 

This is what you thought me

I have faith in you 

Remember i'm your number 1 blog reader k

hahaha

最近都爱上了方大同的歌

哈哈

Study study tomorrow

cut hair 

cut spending 

cut coffees 

cut cut cut cut cut 

everything cut

Some photos to recoup what's happening lately.

HAHAA