Treasure

Treasure, 

that is what you are. 

Honey you're my golden star. 

You're everything i see in my dreams. 

kkk

生活中总得有些取舍，你拿了些，就得放弃些

Hello sis

Stumbled this upon my own wall when you tagged.

Yeah

It's true.

Guess i'll have to choose wise

and 

never regret. 

Anyway

confirmed flight! 

Next fly : Kota Kinabalu!

Bankrupt

Officially bankrupt. 

it is the first time in my life. 

For real, i'm broke. 

Had a huge debate, or rather fight everyone 

in the house and walla.

i am officially cut off from financial backup 

and everything 

every shit. 

thanks dad and mum 

thanks uncle

i know you would be more happy if 

i get some mainstream mediocre certification

and go work at some mediocre company 

getting 2.5k salary every month 

do the same thing everyday 

repeat it everyday 

and then live a boring life 

and die

.

I'm sorry, 

I couldn't stand it anymore

I've live my past life listening 

following 

and going every single instructions 

and arrangements you have prepared for me

I have no childhood life because of this. 

Some people search through their lives 

wanting to be able to do something they really liked,

and most of them failed doing so. 

I don't wanna walk the same path. 

It's so hard to find something i really liked 

and am so determined in making it happen 

I am not going to give it up

I couldn't accept your decision

Yes i might be a disappointment to you 

but 

in 50, no, 30 years later 

i will look back and still be proud of myself today

for fighting for something i liked 

even if i failed. 

i will have no regrets, because i have tried my best. 

like the saying goes, you only live once. 

so if not now then, when?

Random pictures

Didn't know how to convey my recent thoughts and feelings into texts.

I felt really, really, breathless. 

It's like people around me are chocking me at once.

The path not taken is really tough. 

I'm starting to have doubts

even tho i knew i can't afford to have them.

i want a breakaway from all these bullshits. 

what's life.

i am not sure about it anymore. 

Road Not Taken

So this is it. 

I've decided to embark on this road not taken.

Wish me luck! 

=)

不懂爱恨情仇煎熬的我们

不懂悲欢离合难受的我们

只要能见面 只要再见面 足够

让爱不熟 让心不透 让一切再来过

让我把所有美好 在你面前不做保留
让梦不走 让泪不流 让你快快乐乐
真心喜爱不会一无所获
Hey Baby~사랑해요
让你一千年后记得我

Right Now

So stressed out lately. 

I realized long distance relationship is so much harder than I thought 

I am someone who really depends on my other half

emotionally and spiritually 

actually 

no one realizes that 

i felt so disappointed. 

and yes i did get jealous. 

bye

Life

what's life? 

this is a rather philosopher question to me. 

But to be honest 

that's the very question kept me thinking so much lately. 

you have no idea. 

like really. 

I am a very strong believer of the idealism 

that humans are actually just reliving what we had in the other realms 

to say it the other way

i think of human life as just a dream

and when we die

we wake up in the realm we're supposed to be in.

well. that's the only logical way to explain all 

the deja-vus happened to me. 

so 

it's life to me. 

some people prefer to just have a normal life 

some people like me, don't

i've had a lot of friends 

a lot of them 

acquaintances, friends, a lot of them. 

but it's really saddening that 

when I really need one to talk to 

the circle closed down till a few

forever alone eh ?

好悲哀的人生啊

actually very emo eh lo. 

sigh. i am really emo

even company got stress also have to keep to myself. 

then family 

then myself. 

算了吧

也许这就是人生，

我的人生