Flows

If photos can be deciphered into a person's thoughts...

Tell me..

 what am i thinking right now... 

The Checklist

This is gonna be awesome. 

1. Reschedule my own timetable

2. Go for a vacation at least every 6 months

3. Project Humble 

4. Save more than spend more

5. Read more 

6. Work harder 

7. Play harder

8. Project Friendly

9. Stop falling in love all around the world 

10. Stop stressing out myself and be happy

and the list will go on and off 

FROM TODAY ONWARDS! 

18 March 2013 

Lio Yi Jun, 

you're gonna change for the betterment of yourself! 

Teeheeeeee! 

Shit is there anyway i could make this always on top? O.O

Everything but the rain

Hi, 

How're you lately? 

you know... 

Ever since i got your blog address, 

It's always on my top sites. 

Hah..

funny isn't it... 

Now i finally understand why we weren't meant to be. 

Hah. 

I was really an idiot. 

Anyway

Hi sis 

How're you? 

We hasn't really catch up since then... 

Was wondering if you're really really doing good right now or not 

hah

I don't know what's up but 

have faith? 

Everything will fall into pieces as the time comes. =D

I'll always be here if you need me. 

you know it. Teehee

Oh and

Life's pretty mean to me lately.... 

I'm seriously not managing my own finance well 

and 

then i got myself a new laptop without thinking

and then now i decided to sell my macbook pro off. 

hmm....

I have to fix my life 

like really 

funny you’re the broken one but i’m the only one who needed saving

oh god. 

maybe i should really stop all these crap now
and be good to those worth it.

Looking at the bright side... 

good luck for all my friends who're taking their results tomorrow.

yijun out!

Guess what honey it's not that easy

You know... 

thing's been complicated lately... 

and it's not easy for me. 

I've been wandering off and alone for quite some time already 

and i hasn't really figure out what i really wanted. 

Maybe sometimes... 

thing's easier when you've very little options 

I think it's about time for me to do what i was supposed to do 

ah. 

i really hate growing up... 

Can i have some childhood kept for myself please? 

Maybe it's time to start becoming cheerful. 

*signing off.

$$$$

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH

Been overspending too much 

Financial crisis d aaaahhhhh

AAAHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAHHHH
AHHHHHH
AAAAHHHHHHH

Okay signing off. 

project saving commence! 

墙纸

最近就真的爱上了这首歌

陪著你你都不會知

凝視你背影一輩子

旁人常在笑我堅持

我只得堅持

我喜歡堅持

即使只相隔著塊纸

相親必須同時同意

地上最遠的只怕是　同場

也不看我一次

牆紙一般貼在門牆是我

填充畫面那內容　無權伴你躺臥

想知這角碎花

只裝飾你的　堂皇神殿麼

可曾被你欣賞過

其實我也想講你知

誰伴你也非一輩子

來年來月我褪色時

你想珍惜時

後悔都很遲

只擔心撕去這塊紙

空出一方無人留意

沒若有所失的你　未懷疑

美景缺了一處

牆紙一般貼在門牆是我

填充畫面那內容　無權伴你躺臥

想知這角碎花

只裝飾你的　堂皇神殿麼

可曾被你欣賞過

牆紙一般盼待情人路過

從此安守你後台　無缘為你闖禍

想知一旦有天

壁花都已枯　情人懷念麼

可曾為我傷心過

我想学弹钢琴

Touchy feelings

I've always wished that my parents were closer to me.
Hmm...
How'd I put this...

I hope I had more time and a closer relationships with my dad and mum.
Honestly, I have never really felt the love from them.

The very people who inspired me most in my life was undoubtly my mentor, he's the one very guy who basically made who I am today.
Next up, my second uncle.

Come to think of it, I have never really learnt anything from neither one of my parents.
Its been so so long since we last had a good conversation, which hereby refers to conversation with a good ending.

Sigh.
I'm always sensitive to all these touchy feelings.
In fact, I consider myself to be very sentimental.
I got affected easily by shit happened around me.
Maybe not shit but IDC.
lol jkjk.

I don't know...
I'm just...
I...
Maybe I want to stop pretending to be strong and independent.
Why must I be independent while the rest of my brothers don't have to.
Why am I the only child that is not staying with my parents?
And lastly, why do I always have to push myself beyond limits and broke myself up while the rest of them can do whatever they like and still being loved and cared.
Fuck.
Ugh.

Forget it.

Signing off.