Day One Entry: May 20, 2014

Day 520

I love you
It's the first time I actually waited 12 to wish you that
Tho I'm 5 minutes earlier.

Hahaha

I don't know how hard it is going to be
But I promise I'll try my best
To make it keep going

Or i don't know
Let's see how it goes. =P

And I really like all those little gifts.

Hahahaha
Which then made me felt so guilty
For not returning gifts.

Damn it. It's a trap.

Haha!
Anyway
I know it's a tough time for you
But I'll try to be with you all the time.

Ok

That's all.
Too geli d.
Bye nights love ciaoz

Day One Entry: May 16, 2014

Today sums up my whole week
Rough exhausted and really really sick.
I sometimes ask myself again why'd I do it at first
But then miracles just happen and
It pushes me further again.
Is the same thing going to happen again this time?
Sigh
I just hope that you could be more sensitive when it comes to handling us.
But, fuck me, right?
I just can't have some quiet and really peaceful night when I'm here.

Day One Entry: May 14, 2014

Shopping day

Meeting at morning
Then decided to fly back because of Wesak Day.
It's holiday but I'm still working.

I miss schooling life I must say.
It's so much easier back then.
Stress-free, happy and you don't have to worry bout anything.

Got myself an iPad mini,
Used company as an excuse but I just wanted a bigger device
Oh and, better one in reading and replying mails.

Got myself a red, pure leather handmade case.
Hesitated between a beige one and red one.
But red one prevails in the end as usual.
Yay or nay?

Hello
I've been really stressed out lately,
And my work schedules are exhausting.
I've been having conflicts and arguments everywhere and
Most of the time.

I'm sorry I know sometimes I can be super harsh
But I just thought that it would be best if you could understand
How I felt most

Anyway
I am blessed to have such great people around me
Making an impact

Love, xx

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Day One Entry: May 10, 2014

Ground zero
It's been raining like hell everyday.
Penang > KL
Same weather everyday.
It's so annoying to travel under rain
Especially with my new sneakers
Oh god.
Mad-Sun Pitching tomorrow.
Wish me luck
And please
Oh god
Stop raining already.

Devastated Week

Loads of shit happened

Got back from Medan, been a really fun and tiring journey.
The weather over there is really horrendous so I got sick right after I got back from the trip.
I've not felt so fruitful since a long time ago.

I knew you're busy
and I'm really happy for your achievements

But I don't know if that's what I've always wanted
I don't know
I just wanted someone who is always available when I needed her
and
yet .

Maybe I'm asking too much
Maybe I'm being way too old-fashioned
Maybe I'm too tired of getting 'strong' out there

or it's just me

Maybe I'm just better off by myself.

I am really, really
exhausted.

Re;

Just feel like coming up here.
It's been a few busy weeks.
I am starting to get really used to these.

Let's get going

Rainy mood

Rainy mood.

Dreamt of her today…
I still couldn't let go completely I guess.

I'm trying very hard to do so
But every time it happens the same back in the dream.

She's the only girl I've hurt so deeply before. And after so long have I realised that I am the only one still stuck in the chasm of guilt.

How're you doing?

It's April already 

Splory is counting down on release 

I am really excited for the whole progress. 

Let's keep our fingers crossed. 

Oh and hello sis. 

I don't know what's going on but I wanna tell you, 

I will always support you behind =D 

Let the sun shines again?