Update

It's been a very long while since i was here last. 

Been in a very hectic past month. 

Rush proposal rush this rush that. 

hahaha

how're you all doing? 

Splory's going smooth 

im glad 

like really

took us exactly one month to get the designs and features lock in

and then all the considerations 

and then fundings 

proposition amends 

aaahhh 

and then my blood pressure thingy 

and then there's this haze thing 

so much so much updates which 

i'll really have to just skim through 

i actually wanted to update bout the haze some time ago 

and then i left while typing halfway 

hahahhah 

wtf 

i'm so lazy 

but i guess it's time to get real uhh

so much stuff to do 

and so little time 

i need a rest 

no

actually 

i need more time 

to slack around 

HAHA

alright 

quick and brief update 

it's really a good idea that i have here

it's a real good place to thrash whatever you want 

=D 

Sometimes you just have to take a leap of faith 

trust comes afterwards. 

Leap of faith uhh

what's with every movie lately 

Stress

So stressed out lately. 

Oh dear give me some strength to stay alive. 

I'm really really screwing myself up 

with these insane workload.

And hey 

i'm sorry i didn't mean to be so cool to you right now 

i just need some time to clarify and clean up my thoughts. 

it's been a very hard week for me. 

sigh. 

another sleepless night 

Brief

Okay 

I'm glad that  I have a blog 

ahahahahaha

such a good place to rant 

to complain 

to express

to let it out 

to do whatever 

and say whatever i want 

and to have a platform 

for me 

when i'm not being me

oh right, the blog link.

lolol

Hello sis! 

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAMS 

VEEL SUCCES 

!!! 

<3 

Hello Yu Ling! 

GOOD LUCK IN THE SHOW 

!!!

nope no <3 for you 

awww 

lolol. 

okay maybe i'm just too insane

and my circadian rhythm is so messed up right now

i need to tweak myself 

c'mon yijun 

you can do it

!!! 

HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK 

bad picture bad picture

broken pixels. 

tsk tsk tsk

*signing out*

Get Lucky

been a hell of a week. 

I'm so exhausted from everything right now
oh god

save me
well,
if you exist tho
bring me to neverland
where stress and lies don't exist

Don't come too close please

..

I don't know how to stop myself. 

Road Not Taken

Hello blog. 

it's been a while since i last updated. 

I'm so occupied with workloads.

tones of them.

good part and otherwise. 

It's been a tough week for me

and I've completely sleep deprived 

meetings meetings plans plans 

我要疯了

好他妈的累. 

ok. 

road not taken 

I'm sorry uncle, dad, mum, everyone in my family. 

I really think that I wanna pursue the road not taken. 

Looking back 20 years up till today,

i think i've achieved much that enable me to keep the rest of my life 

getting stable job, stable salary, stable life. 

But 

seriously,

i never wanted a stable life.

I have so much in mind that i wanna do 

and all I wanted to ask for is not push me back to study

sigh 

Ah well 

another sleepless night.